Life as fun

just tired of this fucking boring life.
i tried a lot of ways. but i can't feel complete.
i know.. well, i think, there's something good for me, somewhere. it just looks so far and it'll take so much time to happen.

i already tried having friends, and being on my own. 

tried complain, and to thank. 

tried look pretty, and tried not care about beauty. 

tried party, and tried a movie.

tried scream, and listening. 

tasted the wrong, and the right. 

tried smile for nothing, and also suicide.

tried to lie to me. acctually sometimes i still do it, sometimes it works. but there's the hangover.
tried to runnaway from me. pretentend be someone else. 

well, this wasn't really the best idea. anyway, i tried.

i learned somethings with my experiences. but not enough.
we are allways learning. and some day, you realize just like that, something a lot of people had said.
a lot of people who probably don't know what they are talking about. but ok.
i also may not know a lot o f things i say.
but about this, i'm pretty sure; i'm not content.

it's about me, about world, about life, about people, about how things go, and also, about you.